Black Hearts

define love if you're so smart

Sat, 11 Apr 2009 11:47:18 GMT

Hey there. I'm Rainal. You guys can call me Rye if you want. Pronounced RAI. Go figures.

I read the old entries of this blog, which was Mariyah's. It's still hers but she *passed* it on to me, so I guess it's ours. The entries are organized in a way that it seems neat and all. So I guess I'll write the entries that way.

Who am I? I'll just give a short introduction of myself.

Name: Muhamad Rainal Bin Selamat
Bithdate: 17th of May 1991
Nationality: None of your business eh?
Race: Javanese
Marital Status: Single but unavailable ( tough luck )

Loves green, purple ( No, I'm not gay. Purple is really a beautiful colour ), heavy metal, alternative, close friends ( K A R M A ) and mom.

Hates bitches, minahs, ah lians and the irritating and utmost annoyance of the world.

Short and sweet. Love it.
If you're wondering what relation I am to Mariyah.. I'm her trustee, councillor, shoulder to cry on, friend. *Not* her boyfriend. That is *damn revolting* cos emo+emo= *hell no* . I'm *super* serious. We're extremely close friends. Close court.

I thought I could change this blog into a song machine or something. Write my songs here for people to read and all.

Today I had the most boring day ever. It rained and everyone had to stay at home so I'm technically alone in my house. Thus, I decided to rummage into Karim's book to find this extremely touching poem. And I played with the words a little bit and got a song. It's nothing special but I think it's really beautiful :

Love is the feeling,
Of freeing one's mind,
Letting everything out;
Leaving nothing inside;
Love is the feeling,
Of happiness and joy;
Completeness of the soul,
Like a shiny new toy;
Love is the feeling,
Of no boundaries,
You reached the sky;
But it pulls you up high,
Love is the feeling,
That the whole world needs,
Freedom and happiness;
Where did it all go?

You make it seem easy,
To reach out, to hold on
Darling what have you to say,
To me,
Now i tried my best;
But my utmost tenacity
Have failed me,
In this love test,

But I love the way I can talk to you;
And say what's on my mind,
I never have to look away,
Or keep a thing inside,
Material things will never matter;
As long as I have you,
You make every day that passes;
So much easier to get through,
I love you for everything that you are,
Not what you promise to be,
I know you can't see why or how;
You're the most important thing to me.

Beautiful?

I would be really appreciative if you could comment on this.
Comments and critiques are welcome.

Thank You; rye.

bang bang..

Fri, 10 Apr 2009 07:20:58 GMT

this blog is officially DEAD.

lawls.
im giving my user and pass to Rye.
idk if he'll update or anth.
he's mostly likely gna talk crap so bear with it.

HAHHAHAHAA, tellyhuuuus.
lobes darlingss.

therapeuticity rocks sht.

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 08:39:44 GMT

EFFICIENCY
FOCUS
MUSIC
PASSION

BAND CAMP was boring but fun. it's straight full band and sectionals but yeah, loads and tons of fun. CLARINETS RULE.

FIRST DAY, we had full abnd till 11.00pm and there was some Taiwan guy i think that came and took us for a lil bit at night. for Noah's Ark, he went at 190 for the Storm part. it was meant to be at 180 only. HAHAA; damn cool can ?

SECOND DAY, clarinets had tutoring with this guy called Ralph. he played Ezzul's solo during the demo band on the 140309. he's super cool. and he's damn good. wooots. better than Mr Lim. sorry, hehs 8] . anyhuuuus, yeah, he's damn cool and good. At night, me, Diyanah, Charmaine and Ming Shi were talking about stuffs. lawls. damn funny and shocking.

THIRD DAY, uber cool. Mr De Souza was happy with the clarinets. just happy. all we need to work on is intonations and musicality. hahahaha, Parade of the Ming Shis. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA; ok shush.

there's more actually. i would have LOVED to type it all out. but yeah, i got projects to work on. GEOGEERS, more like.

i LOVE BAND.
yes i do.
i LOVE clarinet.
my clarinet
clarinets
clarietists that rock
VIVA LA CLARINETS in BAND.
rocks all the way.

so so awful

Sun, 01 Feb 2009 10:26:57 GMT

My Darling dearest,

I'm so ever sorry.

But it is partly your fault. If you waited, this wouldn't have happened. You'll still be smiling. I'll still be laughing.

And that stupid sensitive vein of yours is idiotic. Stupid stupid stupid.

Green monster ? FUCK. I thought you knew better. I thought you WERE better. Bloody asshole.

Lots of love,
Nur Mariyah

PS. do not slit your wrists.
PPS. do not land in the hospital.
PPPS. do not cry.

BRILLIANT LUNCH !

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 08:11:37 GMT

awww;
he's sick.
and doesnt want to get out of bed.
idiot.

LUNCH with Uncle Ugo and Bibik Ain was delicious.

yumyum.

now my mom wants me to off the computer.

GIIDDAAAY !!
(:

PS. Jiv is lame
PPS. Afiz is gay sht.
PPPS. hahhahahahahhhahahahaa

you make me frown.

Sun, 25 Jan 2009 09:20:04 GMT

'i stand to oblivion'
-Funeral For A Friend's Into Oblivion (Reunion)

I CAUGHT Syukri listening to Dear Maria Count Me In by All TIme Low. hahaha; that song is friggin disgusting. its about a prostitiute called Maria. shudders. NOT me. hahahahahhaa.

RELIGIOUS CLASS was okay i guess. kinda boring. especially Arab lesson. i got praised. (: well yeah, after that it was aight. taught darloing feefa about indices. hahaa; and we watched Duyung.

LUNCH TOOGAATHAA with Bibik Ain, Uncle Ugo, Bibik Erin, Uncle Boy, Afiq, Atikah, Ayuni and Opah. so so fun. and im so so full, i dont think i'll eat later. the pictures are in the camera and i'm just so so lazy to post it up on my photobucket. sorry.

LIPS LIKE MORPHINE by Kill Hannah is beautiful. esp the guitar solo. hehs. 8]

'emo is SH*t !'
-Gerard Way

PS. i soo agree. Rye, can you read this darling ? emo is SH*t !
PPS. i was lying about not eating. i'm kinda hungry now. x|
PPPS. Ardila didnt come. AGAIN. hmm.

ILY MAFAFA s.

j'aime toi.

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 08:31:42 GMT

tres tres much.
mwaaaah !

ALRIGHTEY, my hair rocks today. and it rocked on thursday. it sucked on friday. the other days were just the same. the trick to taking care of my hair is to NOT comb it properly in the morning. thus, getting the results of a naaaicee soft silky hair. and still keeping up with my rockstar Mariyah image. I LOVE MY HAIR.

NEXT WILL BE band. i love love love band. and nothing will ever stop me from loving band. band has been my lover for 7 years and nothing, i repeat, nothing, can change that. I LOVE BAND.

THIRDLY, my beloved friends, you know who you are. I LOVE SO SO SO SO MUCH !

last but not least, ABANG SAIFUL. you dont know how much you mean to me and i love seeing you happy. (: . hahaha, go the distance, dear brother. i'll be supporting you forever.

J'AIME all of you.
(:

neglection.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:21:04 GMT

urgh.
sorry i havent been updating like i used to.
really really sorry.
but i feel contented right now.
and its just so cool.

LANGUAGE ARTS PRESENTATION was the bomb. the video is just so fucking touching, you gotta look with a smile on your face. and lessons with Ms Chu is so so fun nowadays. i love Lang Arts.

MATHS is just so boring. the teacher talks, makes us understand and gives us homework. its boring sht. but i dont hate it. i just hate the homework pile. 161 maths questions to be answered by next Friday. i'd rather sit for assembly for another two hours. NO WAY ! no no no.

SCIENCE sucks. well; not sucks lah. but i just dont understand why we need to know about atoms and particles and compounds and shts. URGHH. and it doesnt help that Zi Xiang, the science genius, sits at the front and keeps talking to Surya about complex particles or CO two or electronic something sht. hahahhaa.

HIGHER MALAY is definitely loved. love love love it. the lessons doesnt seem like a drag compared to last time. love love love. mwaaah !

HISTORY is aight. i can keep up. hopefully i dont get a C6 like last year. hahahhaa. i passed by 1.2 marks. i rock baybeh !

GEOGRAPHY is urghh arghh AHHHHH !! i dont understand a single thing Mrs Loh says. her voice goes from loud to soft to even softer then loud. im like.. WTF !? i'll keep asking Surya what she's saying. amazingly he can answer me. i may need something for my ear. pfft.

SCHOOL is fun. fun brilliant simply WOW. i love my fwen-zies. esp Hazzie, Ena, Diyanah and and Lina. (: love love love.

'we dont kickass for nothing baby !'
-Afiz Haikkal

LOBES DARLING !

(: muax.

FUCK.

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 15:14:47 GMT

STOP calling me emo.
STOP dissing emo.
STOP saying i have an emo face.
STOP saying emo is gay.

cos.

I AM NOT emo.
I HATE people dissing emo.
I AM aware of my emo face.
EMO IS NOT, NEVER gay.

so;

those who diss-ed emo, im giving you a chance.
STOP IT.
before i break your neck.
i CAN do that.
and i WILL that.
so STOP IT.

and im serious.
STOP CALLING ME EMO.

i am not.
but i support emo.
so shut the fuck up.

you know who you are.

PS: i just gotta post this; i dont wanna breakdown again. it sucks.

haha blooody ha shitty bang bang HAA.

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:24:27 GMT

ok shuddup.
Afiz has got 5 tix to the FOB concert.
but i caaanttt gooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
DAMN.

wow. i love the title. so damn sarcy. bahahaa. shuddup. i should stop laughing cos my religious class teach says that laughing too much means you have a Black Heart. ding dong ! ring a bell ?

well then, im off.

nothing much to say today.
but i do smell smoke right now.

urrrghhh. having gun-phobia sucks. i hate Mikey Way. shitty b-... ARRRGHHH.

bye idiots.

PS. sorry Mikey; i dont hate you actually.
PPS. shuddup Hazzie, its not funny.
PPPS. arghh damn. pink-ish.