a hundred and thirty pages of words ;
http://missxscissorhands.deviantart.com
She's a brilliant slash writer. Especially for My Chemical Romance. Read Boys of Seclusion. It's wonderfully wonderful.
I'm terribly sorry for not posting proper; I'm just too lazy to retype everything I typed before. These ads are getting irritating by the minute. I'm proud to say that ENVA has survived 2 weeks without the need of charging. Hip hip hoozah.
I bought a book that has a hundredand thirty pages of beautiful lines on them. I've currently wrote 2 stories, on my way to 3. Gon let Karim see it. *smiles wide wide* Big thanks to Diyanah and Farhanah. I hate writing like this. It's so empty and.. empty.
Have you ever had the feeling of getting so used to someone's presence so much, you feel as if everything is crashing down when they're gone ? It's a real bizarre feeling. You would feel like giving in to everything that would make you and that someone the last people on Earth. You just feel so overwhelmed and protected and safe and you don't care what anyone thinks. You rely on that someone, you trust them. And when they're gone, you realise that it is not the end. You got so used to their presence, you learnt from them. You imagine them with you. You can feel that they are so close to you, you don't need to see, hear, touch, feel, hold them to get the security you had when they were physically and literally beside you. They'll always be there. No matter what.
Awaiting Tuesday to come. Hurry time, hurry.
mrye; nur mariyah
P.S. tomorrow is the release date for the results. God knows where I'm going and God has a good reason why. God knows us all the best, next to our mothers.
P.P.S. ai meez raaiy end pannive ercareduhmee so farkeenc march.
Posted at 11/1/2009 3:35:38 pm by mariyahnm